What's done is done....
I can't reverse the situation except for the way it left to be compensated...

I feel so lost...

There seem to be only a small beacon of light, a glimmer; a spark that might be able to mitigate what I've done...

Probably, it won't help much either... but that way is the only way I can believe in myself again...

Thanks for all the the people who took pains to encourage me...

Dominic
Xiao Wei Mei Mei
May
Sharina Twinnie
Ian
Cheryl
Sze Bim
Jawei

and many others....

thanks to the 2 lectueres for giving me a second chance
and for giving me a solution to mitigate my error...


i still find it hard to accept the fact that I have implemented so many people in this....

I am really really truly sorry for anybody that has been pulled into this maelstrom that I caused...

i know many people want me to learn my lesson for what has happened....

the lessons i've learnt are heavy, and I could have avoided the outcome if I had kept...









I will complete my task beyond expectation, and then I will finally show you that I am truly sorry...











thanks so much dear...
its been so hard on you too...
I love you. nothing will change that, till the day you tell me otherwise, the key to my heart is yours to keep....